notreallyme10's Journal

7:30PM

At the pace I'm going, I'm going to need amnesty for the amnesty at bj_action.

12:13AM - Poll!

Poll #4826
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

When you're reading an AU where Brian and Justin haven't met or just met and Brian owns a company called Kinnetik you think:

I need your help because I'm torn. My first instinct is that it was Justin's idea and it is silly and unrealistic to call it Kinnetik without Justin. But on the other hand Brian having a company called something other than Kinnetik just doesn't feel right to me.

11:24PM - Meme

I feel a little guilty about posting this because I haven't had time to respond to anyone else's posts, but I like this one so here it is:

What's surprised you the most about me (if anything) since beginning to read my journal? Has anything about me been completely unexpected or have I always fit the picture of me you had in your head?

12:46PM

I'm last minute phone banking for Martha Coakley in Mass. right now. There is still time to help! I don't live anywhere near Mass., but you can get a phone list from anywhere!

And if you are in Mass. please go vote!

7:36PM

After moaning last night about how I haven't been able to write, I had a little break through. Nothing major, but it's my first real progress in months and it feels great. So thanks for all the encouragement!

But now I need more help because I seem to still be blocked in the porn department! I was thinking of watching a few of my favorite sex scenes from the show but digging through my DVDs doesn't sound like that much fun. Then I remembered a vid that someone made that is basically a montage of Brian and Justin fucking. I NEED IT! Anyone have a link?

ETA: More than one vid is good too :)

8:26PM

A few weeks ago when _alicesprings posted the list of prompts for the newest challenge at qaf_challenges I jotted down a few of my favorites in a notebook. I just sat down to try to decide which one I should attempt to write and noticed that instead of writing "Brian Kinney, I'd like you to meet Justin Taylor" I wrote "Brian Kinney, I'd like you to eat Justin Taylor".

I've been giggling like a dork for ten minutes :)

7:36PM

At the end of last summer I started to have some medical issues. For awhile it looked like it might be serious and I was a complete basket case, but in the long run it ended up not being that big of a deal. I laid around not being able to do anything, had surgery and then laid around some more.

I'm all better now. In fact I'm better than I thought was possible because it turns out I was having some symptoms that I didn't even realize I was having.

So everything should be great, except I can't write a fucking thing! In the time since the problems began I've written very little and most of it is complete crap. I have a half dozen unfinished stories and plenty of ideas but I just can't seem to make any progress.

What the hell should I do?

5:15PM - I finally did it!

I've been looking for a new default icon for months and I finally picked one! It's by the AMAZING selenebj and I LOVE it!

8:49PM

I can't catch up with all the fun fandom stuff going on! I love it!

You guys are the best :)

9:11PM - Question

Do we know when Michael started at The Big Q? Am I forgetting something obvious?

8:05PM - Random stuff

I've been crazy busy this weekend with all kinds of family stuff but I kept sneaking away and checking in on fandom on my phone. Looks like lots of good stuff has been going on and hopefully I'll have time to catch up this week. I'm especially happy to see all the drabbles!

I've been waiting to find out the release date of my first original fic at Torquere Press and I finally got the email today. July 21st 2010... I was expecting it to be sometime after the first of the year but I was shocked that I will have to wait that long.

8:16PM - I'm more than a little excited!!!

I just found out that Torquere Press accepted my first original fic for publication as a single-shot novella!

7:10PM - Where did the weekend go?

I spent the day yesterday checking out all the entries for The Fall Contest and today reading the Weather/Vacation fics at qaf_challenges. Not a bad weekend!

I'm having a particularly good time guessing who wrote what at qaf_challenges. Probably because for once I think I actually know who wrote a few of the fics :) How is your guessing going?

9:15PM - Fic Meme from _alicesprings

I'd like you to rec five fics, one in each category. It doesn't have to be your absolute fave (who can narrow it down?!) but just a really good fic for each category.


AU: Personal Space by vamphile

Post-513: Love Begins at Home by simplystars

Drabble: Dinner Time by jule1122

Humour or Crack: Give Ethan Some Credit

Gapfiller or fic from during the show's run: If You Needed Me Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four by Myrna

8:15PM

As I've mentioned before, my husband would rather I stopped talking about QAF, but now and then when I'm really stuck on a story I try to convince him to help me brainstorm.

I'm desperate for an idea for the weather/vacation challenge and this is what he came up with:

1. Justin's boyfriend dumps him so he decides to get away to Hawaii. When he gets there his ex is staying at the same hotel with his new boyfriend. Justin is depressed but he is cheered up by Brian, the hot helpful guy that works behind the front desk. (This is the plot to Forgetting Sarah Marshall for anyone who hasn't seen it)

2. Justin goes on vacation to visit his eccentric storm chaser uncle and somehow gets trapped in a balloon that floats away. Brian tracks the balloon, saves Justin and they fall in love.

I'm not sure if his plan is to give me the worst possible ideas so I stop asking OR if maybe he is a bad!fic genius!

10:00PM - jule1122's Icon exchange game

( Icons in here )

9:00AM - New fic for my friend ahaw9913!

More Than Wanting Part Two

I wrote More Than Wanting for the Clusterfuck challenge and the lovely ahaw9913 asked me to write a second part. So I did! Thanks for everything darling :) I hope you like it!

Thanks to _alicesprings for the beta! You are the best!

( More Than Wanting Part Two )

1:54PM - Home again!

I'm back from a week long vacation and basking in the joy that is having Internet again! What did I miss???

2:21PM - QAF MEME

I've been tagged by outlander!

LIST THREE TO FIVE WAYS THAT ETHAN IS BAD FOR JUSTIN.

1. HE CHEATS! And he lies! I don't even see a need for two more reasons after that.

2. He wants to hide their relationship.

3. He cares about himself WAY more than he cares about Justin.

I tag ahaw9913, 4cupcakes and jule1122.

11:56AM - Woohoo!

Anybody as excited about the new Project Runway as I am?