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Friday, February 21, 2014

1:11PM - Fiction Index

I will no longer be updating my fiction website, but I will attempt to keep this index up to date.

Fiction Index )

Sunday, July 22, 2012

11:02PM - Ramble ramble... don't mind me.

I have a bit of free time tonight so I'd like to sit down and finally read the last chapter of Directions. And yet, I just can't make myself do it!

I think it's partially because it's been so long since I've read the rest of the fic and I honestly need to brush up because I don't remember what was going on. My memory is terrible for this sort of thing! But I hate picking up in the middle of things, which is why I don't watch the show as much either because if I sit down to watch I HAVE TO start at the beginning.

But mostly it's because it seems like an ending not only to the wonderful story Xie has given us, but to my fandom experience. As odd as it sounds, I sort of didn't mind waiting for it, because it always meant that I still had that to look forward to. I know there will be more good fic from Xie and others... but this one was a biggie. I guess I just hate endings of any sort!

ETA: Well I sucked it up and read it and of course it is fantastic :) Now I'll just have to focus on waiting for the next chapter of the skater fic!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

4:56PM - NEW FIC!

So a LONG LONG time ago, I started writing a QAF/Office crossover fic. I've never written a crossover before and while I like the Office, it isn't one of my favorite shows or anything. What I'm trying to say is that I have no idea where this came from :) It's been more than a year since I've even looked at this thing, but when I read it today it made me laugh. So I decided fuck it, I'm just going to post!

Alicesprings might have looked at it once a long time ago, but it certainly hasn't been proof read. And it doesn't have much of any ending... just a weird little fic showing what it would be like if Brian had a meeting with Michael. Not sure what the timeline is in relation to seasons on The Office, but before Pam and Jim are married. And I don't think it matters much for QAF.

P.S. Sadly this probably won't mean anything to you if you haven't seen at least a few episodes of The Office.

QAF/Office Crossover )

4:41PM - It's been a long time...

I was in the mood for some porn :) So being the self indulgent weirdo that I am, I went and read some of my own: Hips

Don't get me wrong, I still love these boys, but reading this made me sad in a way. I still pop in here and if one of my favorite authors were to post something new, I'd be all over it... but I miss the passion I use to feel! I miss writing like this!

I'm thinking I might make an effort to show my face a bit more and maybe revisit more of my old fic.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

6:15PM - Xie Fest Update Please!

You're probably exhausted from all the fun... but somebody needs to tell us all about Xie Fest so the rest of us can pout and whine about missing out :)

Details! I need details!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

7:18PM - Beta request

AS isn't available this week... does anyone have a few minutes to look over my bj_action fic? It is very short.

Sunday, May 29, 2011


So I signed up for the bj_action challenge... but my fic hasn't miraculously written itself... weird right?

Sunday, May 22, 2011

5:05PM - I should be ashamed of myself!

Based on the fact that I have not posted in forever and that I hardly ever comment and never seem to write and was poked by NY over a week ago and it has taken me this long to respond, you might think that I've lost my love for fandom. But the truth is that I check in at least once every single day! That kind of lurking is pretty sad for a person who runs and by runs I of course mean never does anything a community called comingout.

I'm thinking I might have to go sign up for the new bj_action challenge to pull myself out of this rut!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

1:16PM - Makes me happy

I don't really keep that up to date on what the actors are up to, so this may have already gone around... I was looking at something else and stumbled across this and it made me fall in love with Randy all over again!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

6:13PM - Stopping in to say hello

Christmas nearly killed me! This holiday has been insanely busy, but thankfully I'm back home and hopefully I will have time to get a few more Gusmas drabbles done.

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


I'm writing Gusmas drabbles tonight... which is fucking hard!!!

Also, I suck. I completely missed the Rec-A-Thon because my holiday ended up being much busier than I expected :( Sorry!

Monday, November 15, 2010

5:54PM - I need suggestions!

I'm feeling a bit stressed, so tonight I would like to read a LONG IC B/J fic that's fun and light hearted (a little drama is OK, but no major health issues or death please).

Beyond that I don't care if it's a new fic or one I've read a million times, set during the timeline of the series or post-513 or canon or AU.

So tell me your favorite feel good fics!

Sunday, November 14, 2010


Just finished reading all of the fantastic [info]bj_action fics. I'm completely blown away by all the creative uses of the theme!


It is almost porn time! :D

1:51PM - Fic Repost: The Show

The Show
Written for the Milestones challenge at [info]qaf_challenges.
Thanks to my lovely beta [info]_alicesprings!

The Show )

Thursday, November 11, 2010


Must finish my [info]bj_action fic!

Friday, October 22, 2010


I just read Subject to Change for what has to be the 100th time... I don't even have the words for how much I love that fic.  Please do me a favor, if you've never read it, or even if it has just been awhile, go read it now and then come back here and tell me what you think!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

1:15PM - I've been POKED!

Ny pointed out that it has been awhile since I've shown my face around these parts... and I was shocked at how long it has been!

Long story short: I have a job that I loved but some changes have made it nearly impossible to manage. It has been so bad I've even been considering quiting. But it is hard to walk away from a good paying job in this economy. I'm so burnt out that today I slept until almost 1 in the afternoon and only woke up because someone called me. I could go on and on about this... but then it wouldn't be long story short :)

I still check in on fandom all the time, but I guess without even realizing it, I've returned to my lurker ways. Sometimes I think about posting or commenting but I usually can't muster up the energy. But I'm going to try to do better!

AND HOLY FUCK, what is this I hear about Xie's skater fic coming soon?!?!? I think I just peed a little bit!

Thanks for the poke Ny... it made my day to be missed and gave me the push I needed to say hello :)

Thursday, July 22, 2010


What I need now is three days of sleep, lounging and playing in fandom. What I'm getting instead is hours of plane flights and a three day busybusybusy girl's weekend.

I really should be excited... But I'm just TOO TIRED!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

6:48AM - I can't believe it is finally here!

Today is finally the day that my first orignial fic is released at Torquere Press!

Here it is: The Long Way Back by Zoey Blue

And yes, I might be peeing my pants just a little :)

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