notreallyme10

I'm more than a little excited!!!

2009-11-02T01:22:46Z

I just found out that Torquere Press accepted my first original fic for publication as a single-shot novella!

Where did the weekend go?

2009-11-02T00:12:13Z

I spent the day yesterday checking out all the entries for The Fall Contest and today reading the Weather/Vacation fics at qaf_challenges. Not a bad weekend!

I'm having a particularly good time guessing who wrote what at qaf_challenges. Probably because for once I think I actually know who wrote a few of the fics :) How is your guessing going?

Fic Meme from _alicesprings

2009-10-24T01:16:15Z

I'd like you to rec five fics, one in each category. It doesn't have to be your absolute fave (who can narrow it down?!) but just a really good fic for each category.

AU: Personal Space by vamphile

Post-513: Love Begins at Home by simplystars

Drabble: Dinner Time by jule1122

Humour or Crack: Give Ethan Some Credit

Gapfiller or fic from during the show's run: If You Needed Me Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four by Myrna

notreallyme10 @ 2009-10-16T20:15:00

2009-10-17T00:41:35Z

As I've mentioned before, my husband would rather I stopped talking about QAF, but now and then when I'm really stuck on a story I try to convince him to help me brainstorm.

I'm desperate for an idea for the weather/vacation challenge and this is what he came up with:

1. Justin's boyfriend dumps him so he decides to get away to Hawaii. When he gets there his ex is staying at the same hotel with his new boyfriend. Justin is depressed but he is cheered up by Brian, the hot helpful guy that works behind the front desk. (This is the plot to Forgetting Sarah Marshall for anyone who hasn't seen it)

2. Justin goes on vacation to visit his eccentric storm chaser uncle and somehow gets trapped in a balloon that floats away. Brian tracks the balloon, saves Justin and they fall in love.

I'm not sure if his plan is to give me the worst possible ideas so I stop asking OR if maybe he is a bad!fic genius!

jule1122's Icon exchange game

2009-10-03T02:42:21Z

This one is by my very talented friend claddagh_girl and it has been my default for most of my time in fandom.

The only other icon I think I ever used for any period of time as my default. Made by youbetterwiseup who was one of my favorite icon makers. I so wish she was still making icons.

Another youbetterwiseup favorite. Amazing color and the subject matter isn't too bad either.

I'm not very good about making use of my icons and this one is a great example of that. It is one of my all time favorite icons but I'd be surprised if I've used it more than once. Made by evilsource.

It's Justin and he's green... I don't know, I just love it. Made by zaipixie.

One of the best Justin icons ever. Made by brianslave68.

There are a million icons of this scene but I've never seen one as amazing as this. Made by brianslave68.

One last one by the amazing brianslave68. She can do no wrong as far as I'm concerned.

I discovered selenebj's icons during the Clusterfuck Challenge and she completely blew me away.

Another by selenebj. Her icons make me happy every time I look at them. I need more!

New fic for my friend ahaw9913!

2009-09-28T13:06:12Z

More Than Wanting Part Two

I wrote More Than Wanting for the Clusterfuck challenge and the lovely ahaw9913 asked me to write a second part. So I did! Thanks for everything darling :) I hope you like it!

Thanks to _alicesprings for the beta! You are the best!

He's sitting on my lap with my dick pressed up against his ass. He's grinding against me, slowly building the tension.

"Your cock feels so hot against my skin."

"You're a fucking tease."

He runs his hand through my hair.

"I'm not teasing you Brian."

But he is, because he knows how badly I want it. He knows that it's fucking tearing me up thinking about it.

I'm committed to Justin, that isn't going to change. But neither are my feelings on monogamy. I may not fuck around like I used to, not even close, but I like having the option.

Only, lately the option of putting my bare cock inside his ass is even more appealing.

The tease is him reminding me, yet again, that all I have to do is ask and I can have exactly what I want.

He slides off my lap and then moves my legs apart so he can sit between them.

He takes my cock in his hand.

"I want to watch you come."

His hand is wet with lube and he grips me tight, almost too tight, and when I come we both know what I'm thinking about.

***

He doesn't overtly push me, no matter how much he wants it, but he isn't subtle either.

He blows me, long and slow and so fucking wet. And when he's through he kisses me even wetter, feeding me a mouthful of my own come. When I try to return the favor he tells me to roll over instead.

He rubs his cock against my ass.

"I like your skin against my skin."

And then he jerks off all over my ass and the back of my thighs.

***

I finally give in. Not to him... to myself. Because there is no denying what I really want anymore.

And it isn't like it's hard; I haven't fucked anyone else in months.

I also decide it's time to start teasing back.

***

I have a finger in his ass, fucking him slowly.

"You know what I want?"

His mouth is hanging open, panting slightly. But when he nods, I can see the amusement in his eyes.

Fucker.

So I put my finger on his prostate. Right fucking there and I start to press, lightly at first, but I build the pressure quickly.

"I want to fuck you raw Justin."

That's all it takes. I lap up the come on his stomach and his body jerks lightly each time my tongue comes in contact with his skin.

***

We're both frantic and I wonder briefly if maybe the build-up is going to overshadow the main event. Very briefly.

When I push into him he's so fucking tight and wet. Wet with lube and spit and then my come.

It isn't enough.

I fuck him until I come again and then he fucks me. He rides me hard and when he comes inside me, it feels like we've been doing it wrong all these years.

Home again!

2009-09-07T17:56:02Z

I'm back from a week long vacation and basking in the joy that is having Internet again! What did I miss???

QAF MEME

2009-08-20T18:30:11Z

I've been tagged by outlander!

LIST THREE TO FIVE WAYS THAT ETHAN IS BAD FOR JUSTIN.

1. HE CHEATS! And he lies! I don't even see a need for two more reasons after that.

2. He wants to hide their relationship.

3. He cares about himself WAY more than he cares about Justin.

I tag ahaw9913, 4cupcakes and jule1122.

Woohoo!

2009-08-20T15:57:19Z

Anybody as excited about the new Project Runway as I am?

notreallyme10 @ 2009-07-12T20:27:00

2009-07-13T00:28:12Z

DEAD

A poll.

2009-07-08T02:43:53Z

View Poll: Whatcha doin?

Good things do happen!

2009-07-03T20:09:19Z

See you later Sarah Palin!!!!

I can't wait to hear the real reason...

ETA: I haven't seen the whole speach yet... but wow, she has reached a new level of incoherence.

Pimping

2009-06-01T00:05:15Z

If you aren't already a member of qaf_prompts you should go join now! _alicesprings posted a unique new prompt yesterday that 8 people have written for already. Go check it out!

I'm a bit slow

2009-05-22T02:19:03Z

I just uploaded my 100th icon!

Fic help

2009-05-15T01:40:51Z

I feel like reading something long, fun and full of teh love tonight. Any suggestion?

Repost of bj_action fic Want

2009-05-13T22:32:59Z

Written for the Without Words theme at bj_action

Please check out the other amazing entries here!

Thank you to my beta _alicesprings!

"Jesus Christ Brian, enough already!"

I put my hands on either side of his head and try to fuck his face. I can't help it, I have to come. Now.

But his hands still my hips and his lips slide off my dick.

"Patience, Sunshine."

"Fuck you Brian. I was patient for the first hour, now I just need to come."

He leans forward and laps gently at the tip of my cock with his tongue.

I clench my fists in the sheets and fight the urge to scream. It's a bad cliché straight guys use to get their girlfriends to put out but I swear to god it hurts. My cock and balls ache I need to come so badly.

He moves up my body and starts to suck on my neck. I grab my cock and try to stroke it but his hand is right there, stopping me.

"I swear I'm going to fucking kill you if you don't let me come."

He smirks at my expense.

"You really need to relax."

He rolls off me and reaches for the joint on the nightstand. But all I see is the strong muscles of his back, ass and thighs stretched out in front of me. I roll on top of him.

He struggles a little, playfully, but he doesn't push me off. I straddle him and reach for the lube and a condom; I don't have time to play.

I open him with two fingers. His head lifts up off the pillow. He's silent but that one little move tells me everything I need to know. I push a third wet finger inside and thrust hard a few times. I have to get inside him right now.

I pull my fingers out and lean back to put the condom on and he moves to his knees.

I hold him by the hips while I push in fast and hard. He asked for this. Now he moans. The noise is a little harsh from surprise but there's pleasure in it too so I don't slow down.

I grip his hips tighter and use them to pull him into my thrusts. I learned that from him, it makes everything deeper, more intense. He drops his head to the bed and just lets me fuck him.

When I touch his cock it's wet. I'm tempted to torture him the way he tortured me, to fuck him and not let him come. But there is nothing like the feel of Brian coming while I'm inside him.

I move my hand to his balls and squeeze gently. I move back to his cock and rub my thumb over the wet tip a few times before tightening my grip.

And that's all it takes for him to come. His head flies back again and he lets out a long breathy moan while his cock jerks in my hand.

I thrust through it, even harder and faster than before and finally, finally come.

It's the kind of orgasm that brings tears to your eyes and makes your forget everything except the heat that's pressing in on you from all sides. It’s the kind of orgasm that leaves every muscle limp and your mind completely blank.

I lay on him until he makes a noise of complaint. I roll off and clean up a bit.

He grabs the joint, lights it and takes a hit before passing it to me.

"Just so you know, in the future when you want to get fucked, all you have to do is ask."

"Where's the fun in that?"

Squeaky loves us!

2009-05-12T18:53:21Z

Yesterday I asked squeaky for more slots to track posts and today he posted THIS! Talk about making my day :D

Really more of a note for me...

2009-05-10T03:18:07Z

I've been stressed out this week which always makes me fall back into the bad habit of lurking. Then I feel guilty about lurking which only stresses me out more. I haven't even started to check out the Hot, Wet and Steamy entries... but I promise comments and no more lurking when I do.

Repost of cock drabbles

2009-05-01T15:22:58Z

These were all written for the cock theme at qaf_drabbles

I catch him. Eyes shut tight, head thrown back and cock wet, slipping through his fingers over and over. He looks so fucking hot. I want to help him, take his cock in my hand and make him come. But I want to watch more.

He looks up, sees me and blushes, but his hand just moves faster. I don't say anything but I rub myself over the front of my pants. He moans loudly and I can tell he's close. All the muscles in his body are tense in preparation. He looks right at me and then comes hard.

***

I wake up hard. I always wake up hard. But when he's here, all I have to do is roll over and press my cock up against his ass or thigh. All I have to do is give him a little nudge to get his mouth on my cock or his ass in the air.

He sucks me like he wasn't sound asleep just a minute ago, like the only thought in his blond head is getting me to come harder than I ever have before. I do, because with him I always do. And then I return the favor.

***

Brian loves cock. He loves it in his hand and in his mouth and yes, in his ass. He loves long cock. Or thick cock. Or even better - long, thick cock.

But most of all he loves Justin's cock. He loves that Justin's cock is always hard, always wet for him. He loves how it smells and how it tastes. He loves wrapping his fingers around it and pulling the orgasm right out of Justin's body. And how it feels when it's sliding inside him. He loves when Justin comes, cock jerking against his tongue or deep inside his ass.

***

"COCK-a-doodle-do!!! COCK-a-doodle-do!!!"

"Gus, what are you doing?"

"Daddy says roosters say COCK-a-doodle-do! He said to show you how good I do it. COCK-a-doodle-do!!!"

"We'll have to thank your father for that."

"Daddy says you like pussies more than you like roosters. Why do you like pussies?"

"I'm going to kill him."

"Breathe Mel... Gus, I like kittens because they're soft and cuddly."

"How come you don't like roosters."

"It isn't that I don't like roosters... I just prefer... kittens."

"Consider that practice for the real conversation."

"Let's just hope he doesn't remember this one, he'll be in therapy for years."

Lover's Spit

2009-04-29T21:34:41Z

I just heard Feist singing Lover's Spit on my Pandora station and it was lovely!

I never knew it existed. Anyone else heard it?

Pimp

2009-04-27T23:29:19Z

I did a commentary on my fic The More Things Change for qaf_commentary that you can find here if you are interested. You may have briefly seen it here on my journal last night... consider that a sneak peak and not a sign that I screwed up!

Writing it was a lot more fun then I expected. I'd love to read some from other authors!

Why yes, I am a pimp.

2009-04-26T15:22:15Z

If you haven't already, please stop by this post at qaf_comingout and give us your QAF fandom anniversary date. Some people are using the date they created their journal and some are using the date they first commented on a QAF post or made their own QAF post. You get to pick and if you don't know exactly you can make one up!

And if your not a member of qaf_comingout you should join while you are over there! The community is for everyone... new fans, old fans, lurkers and loud mouths :)

GO!

Please.

Plea

2009-04-07T03:42:39Z

I'm trying to write a drabble and I need to see the sketch Justin did of Brian for the GLC art show. Help!

ETA: Got it! Thanks to noteverything and michira_70!

The Joys of Parenthood

2009-03-29T19:11:30Z

Title: The Joys of Parenthood
Drabble: # 3 by fansee
Beta: The wonderful _alicesprings

This story was written for the Small Things Made Large Challenge at qaf_challenges. Check out all the stories from the challenge here!

Gus was stabbing and killing his ravioli, one by one. Mel said, "So, Gus, didn't your pre-kindergarten go on a field trip today?"

"Yep."

"Well, tell me about it."

"I awready told Mom."

"You didn't tell me."

"It was very inneresting. We saw pigs and chickens and cows. They were milking the cows." Gus put down his fork. “Jus’ like when Daddy milked Justin.”

Two sets of appalled maternal eyes stared at him.

Lindsay broke the lengthy silence. “I’m sure there’s a perfectly reasonable explanation for….” Her voice trailed off at Mel’s sardonic expression.

“Yeah? Like what? You tell me.”

The museum was torture.

Kids everywhere and every fucking one of them was crying. Kids that don't even fucking belong to me running up and putting their sticky little hands on me for no apparent reason. Every surface covered in a layer of grime that is sure to make Gus, Justin and myself sick with the fucking plague or whatever it is children and other rodents carry.

Twenty minutes in and all I could think about was a hot shower, a stiff drink and Justin's ass.

Two hours in and after Gus' third throw down drag out tantrum of the day - this one triggered by my suggestion that we should get the fuck out of this god forsaken place - and I was contemplating slitting my wrist or just abandoning Justin and cutting my losses.

Justin handled the meltdown with enviable grace for about five minutes and then gave up, threw Gus over his shoulder and headed for the nearest exit.

Gus cried himself out in the car and finally passed out. I briefly considered driving around for a while in fear he might wake when we stopped but the pull of home was too great.

He woke briefly when I lifted him out of the car seat.

"I love the museum Daddy."

He voice was so soft and sweet that it was hard to reconcile with the terror he had been not thirty minutes earlier. And then he fell right back to sleep.

He probably needed a snack and he certainly could have washed his hands, but there was no way I was going to give up the current much needed quiet.

I laid him on his bed and carefully took off his sneakers. He was dead to the world when I pulled the door closed.

Which is why it was such a surprise when he walked into our room twenty minutes later...

Justin was already finishing up in the shower when I came back from putting Gus down.

"Shower fast; I need you to fuck the shit out of me before he wakes up."

"You aren't going to get any complaints from me."

When I come into the bedroom he's already on his stomach on the bed.

"I'm ready, and I'm seriously not in the mood to wait."

I laugh, but I don't even thinking about teasing him or slowing things down. I need this as badly as he does right now.

His hole is wet with lube and it's clear he made good use of my time in the shower.

When I push in he pushes back. He wants it hard and fast and I suppose it can't hurt to take out a little aggression here since we have several more hours before Gus' moms come to pick him up.

I grab his shoulders and use them to pull him into every thrust. He's on all fours, back arched deeply, taking all I can give him. My hands move to his hips and my thrusts become shorter, sharper.

Coming inside his ass is like a release on the pressure valve. He uses his muscles to squeeze the fuck out of me and I jerk through a particularly powerful orgasm for what feels like minutes.

When I'm through I pull him upright and reach for his cock. His back is tight against my chest and he's writhing against me.

A few rough tugs are all it takes for him to come.

And that's when I hear a confused little voice.

"Daddy... what are you doing?"

4:37 am

2009-03-27T20:49:06Z

Title: 4:37 am
Drabble: # 27 by happier_bunny and xie_xie_xie
Beta: The wonderful _alicesprings

This story was written for the Small Things Made Large Challenge at qaf_challenges. Check out all the stories from the challenge here!

Long, slow lick down my back, between my ass cheeks, flickering over my hole. Wet and pointed, thrusting inside me, electricity shooting… everywhere.

I humped my palm, pushing against his tongue, everything building up, making me moan, say his name, beg him not to stop. He kept pressing inside me, licking, nibbling, and I exploded, rush of come onto my fingers and the bed.

I woke up, sticky and breathing hard. I reached out in the darkness for Brian next to me in the bed, but there was no one there to touch.

Pittsburgh had never seemed so far away.

“What?"

"It's obviously been too long since you last fucked me; I just had a wet dream."

"Fuck Justin, it's only been six days and it's... 4:37 in the morning."

"Yes and I'm all covered in come. I'm going to have to get up and take a shower if I have any hope of getting back to sleep."

"Just wipe off on the sheet and roll to the other side of the bed."

"There is no other side of a twin bed."

"Whose fault is that? I told you to buy an adult sized bed."

"For an adult sized bed, I would need an adult sized apartment and that I cannot afford."

"Did you seriously wake me up in the middle of the night to talk about the high cost of living in New York?"

"No, I called about the dream."

"Was it hot?"

"Very hot."

"Great, now that you've shared, can I go back to sleep?"

"I once had a dream that you fucked me while levitating."

"I'll take that as a no."

"It was really hot. I jerked off to it for weeks."

"When the hell was that? Why didn't you tell me about it?"

"We weren't together. It was right after I broke up with Ethan and I was living with Daph. I was really missing you."

"Ah yes, the stalker days, take two."

"Say what you will about being a stalker but it has proven a very successful tactic for me. Besides, that time it was Daph's idea."

"Subtlety has never been Daphne's strong suit."

"Oh and you're one to talk."

"I more than make up for my shortcomings with my charming disposition and my huge cock."

"Now we're getting somewhere, tell me more about your cock."

"How soon they forget. Let's see, it’s long and thick and it's been hard since you mentioned something about being covered in come."

"You should stroke it."

"You should suck it."

"Mmm, I should. How fast can you get here?"

"Sorry, this week is crazy. But as you might recall I'll be there this weekend."

"What are you going to do to me when you get here?"

"While I'm certain what I am about to say will earn me a number of old age jokes, I have to ask, why can't we engage in phone sex at a reasonable hour?"

"We can, and if you think back a few hours, you will remember that we did. But you have my body trained. I'm used to being woken up in the middle of the night and fucked within an inch of my life."

"Yes, but I never had to participate in witty banter for that."

"Believe me; you're not that witty at five in the morning."

"I miss the stalking days when you kissed my ass and worshipped the ground I walked on."

"Mmm, I'll kiss your ass."

"I'm not getting out of this am I?"

"Do you really want to?"

"No, but when Cynthia starts bitching at me tomorrow for throwing stuff and firing people, I'm telling her to complain to you."

"That's OK, I've got Cynthia wrapped around my little finger."

"What did you do, stalk her too?"

"That may be one of the sweetest things you've ever said to me."

"I plead exhaustion."

"I fucking miss you. I can't stand sleeping alone."

"I know, me either."

"How many days until you're here?"

"Just four more."

"Want me to let you go back to sleep?"

"Nah."