The Accident- RPS
The Accident G/R RPS Rated: nc-17 Beta: wowkelseysgreat Originally posted: 9/25/06 LJ Notes: My very first fiction- it shows :)
Gale and Randy had been really close friends for a long time now. They had worked together for years and after that not much had changed. Whenever they were in the same city they spent most of their free time together, and when they were apart they talked often. They were friends.
The accident was bad. The doctors said it would be touch and go for a few days at least. They seem reluctant to say much more than that. But Randy had pulled through, and Gale was relieved to say the least.
Much later when they had finally sent Randy home, Gale moved in to take care of him. Gale always stayed with Randy when he was in New York anyway. Randy was feeling much better, just very tired and weak. They spent most of their time in Randy’s bedroom watching movies, napping and eating. The doctors said Randy needed lots of rest for awhile to build his strength back up. Gale was there to make sure he complied and to provide entertainment. Where else would he be?
After a few days back home Randy slowly awoke from a nap to the feel of soft kisses raining down on his face. He opened his eyes and looked straight into Gale’s. Randy opened his mouth to say something….. though he wasn’t sure what. But Gale beat him to it.
“Shhhhh, just let me.” he whispered.
And Randy did.
Gale slowly kissed Randy from head to toe. Randy had never felt so relaxed and aroused at the same time in his whole life. He felt so comfortable with Gale, and he was being so caring and soft. It had been a while since someone had touched him like this.
He didn’t remember how he ended up naked, it was all just a blur until the moment Gale took his leaking cock in his mouth. Randy’s entire body arched up off the bed, and everything seemed to come into focus. He was sure it was the most intense pleasure he had ever felt. From that moment, it didn’t take long, and soon Randy was practically screaming as he released down Gale’s throat. He was immediately exhausted from the exertion, and Gale wrapped his whole body around him. In a sleepy haze Randy could feel Gale’s own erection pressing against his thigh. Before he could make a move towards it Gale spoke as though he could read his mind, “Just rest.” And Randy did.
In the middle of the night, hours later, Randy woke to Gale gently stroking his hard-on. Gale was behind Randy spooning him and he was kissing and sucking on Randy’s neck. Randy began grinding his ass against Gale’s cock and immediately heard a stifled gasp of pleasure. The faster and harder Randy moved against Gale, the faster and harder Gale’s hand moved on Randy. Again it was over in no time, and Randy could hear Gale licking his fingers clean behind him. The thought had him hard again and he started to turn towards Gale.
“Nope, you need more rest. Sleep now.”
Randy hated that just the mention of sleep made him drowsy, but he gave in and slept.
When he woke it was light and Gale had left a note saying he went out for groceries, movies, and a walk in the park. Randy was relieved to have some time to himself. Not just because he got so little privacy in the hospital but because he needed time to figure out what happened yesterday and last night. God it had felt great, and thinking back made him wish Gale was with him so they could continue where they had left off. He was dying to touch Gale, and it was just a relief to have something other than the accident to focus on.
But back to the matter at hand…. What the fuck was going on? It wasn’t that Gale was straight that worried Randy, because he had always known that Gale was one of those rare people who didn’t think about sexuality that way. Everyone had always assumed that when he had refused to reveal his sexuality to the press in the early days of the show he was either hiding something or making some sort of statement. In reality it was just that he didn’t think of himself in those terms. Randy knew that Gale had experimented, but he had always ended up in relationships with women. That just seemed to be what he liked best. Randy always figured that they were never together cause they were friends, and that was more important or something stupid like that.
OK, so this wasn’t helping….. What exactly should he be figuring out here? Maybe he had hit his head harder than he thought in the accident. It seemed like Gale had everything under control, and besides, it wasn’t like Randy didn’t like the direction things were going. He loved Gale, and though he had never pressed the relationship in this direction Randy found that he was more than happy with this turn of events. More than that, he felt drained, and it was wonderful to have Gale take care of him like this. Maybe he would just leave all of this up to Gale for now. Go with the flow.
They spent the day watching all of the lame movies Gale had rented. Who doesn’t like an indie movies once and awhile, but come on, a whole day of them…. There really weren’t that many good ones. Not to mention that this was day four home from the hospital. Everything seemed boring. Well not everything.
Gale held him all day, rubbing his shoulders, stroking his back and hair, tickling his belly, and generally touching him anywhere else he could reach. More than once Randy opened his mouth to demand more attention. He felt like he had been hard for hours, but then he would remind himself of his decision to leave this in Gale’s hands, literally it seemed, and close his mouth.
Randy was, yet again, brought into consciousness by Gale’s hands and lips on his body. They were facing each other and Gale was licking and nipping at Randy’s lips while his hands rubbed down his back and butt. He alternated between massaging and tickling his ass, and Randy opened his mouth to Gale’s tongue.
It was their first really passionate kiss, and Randy lost all control. He wanted Gale to touch him more and harder. He was pushing his ass into Gale’s hands, wanting more. Gale pulled back slightly, looking Randy in the eye. After a pause, he brought his hand around to his mouth and quickly wet a finger.
It was too little too slow for Randy who was moaning and practically begging for more. Gale seemed nervous to hurt him. He had been treating Randy like he was an invalid, and it was starting to get old. Randy was becoming more and more demanding. Something in Gale seemed to snap, and he gave in. He pressed a second and then a third finger deep inside Randy. Gale rubbed his dick with the other hand, and Randy felt like he was losing his mind. He caught Gale staring at him, and he came watching Gale’s face. As soon as Randy filled Gale’s hand with cum, Gale’s back arched, and he moaned as he came without having been touched.
Randy wasn’t surprised really. With all the attention he had been getting, Gale had gotten none. What did surprise Randy was Gale’s reaction. He seemed upset. Randy couldn’t put his finger on it, but he had seemed to tense and withdraw for a minute. Randy felt a little hurt and a little concerned. But almost as fast as Gale had gotten upset, he seemed to push away what was bothering him and clean them up and then wrap Randy up in his arms for more of the all important rest.
Randy felt confused, but as usual exhaustion and the comfort of Gale’s arms won out over the angst he could feel brewing. Maybe he was avoiding thinking about things on purpose, but it just felt so good. He would deal tomorrow or, you know, the next day.
Randy woke suddenly in the middle of the night, and, for once, Gale was sound asleep beside him. He moved closer to him and slowly ran his fingers over Gale’s bare chest. It was his first chance to really touch Gale, and he felt drunk on it. His hand moved towards Gale’s shorts, and he slipped inside. Gale woke and seemed startled. Then he turned towards Randy, who could make out a soft smile through the darkness of the room. “Tell me what you want.” Gale whispered.
Randy didn’t answer and instead began to kiss down Gale’s chest, nibbling on a nipple and making Gale gasp on the way. Just as he began to pull down Gale’s shorts, Randy was suddenly flipped on his back, and Gale was on top of him. In what seemed like seconds, Gale had Randy’s entire dick in his mouth and was sucking hard. His hands were on Randy’s chest and then on his ass, and then one came around to gently squeeze his balls. Randy barely had time to wonder what had just happened before he found himself moaning Gale’s name as he came. When he was done, Gale kissed all over Randy’s thighs and balls and penis and then fell asleep in his lap.
Randy finally gave into the worry that had been nagging. It seemed like Gale didn’t want Randy to touch him. Could it be that he was only doing this for Randy and wasn’t actually interested? That seemed doubtful based on his arousal and his earlier orgasm, the orgasm that had seemed to upset Gale. Was Gale worried about Randy tiring himself, or was Gale purposefully denying himself? One of the few things Gale has in common with Brian Kinney is the fact that he took too much responsibility for the people around him. Somehow he found a way to blame himself for things that were in no way his fault. And then his typical response was to punish himself. They had talked about it many times over the years, but it seemed to be a hard habit to break and one that he often didn’t even recognize. Randy wasn’t sure what this could possible be about this time. Even Gale wasn’t crazy enough to blame himself for the accident. Regardless, this seemed to be typical Gale withholding from himself and pleasing someone else to punish himself, and Randy wanted no part of it. Wait, take that back, Randy wanted no part of withholding pleasure from Gale.
Randy felt relieved to have figured out at least this much of the Gale puzzle, and he let himself drift off to sleep.
In the morning Randy woke first and quietly watched Gale sleep. He loved him so much. And somehow he wasn’t even freaking out about this new development in their relationship. It just seemed natural. Whatever this was, they would work it out, that is what they did. He thought maybe he was just in denial, but who gave a fuck? Randy had had enough drama with all of the live or die shit at the hospital. This was good, and when it wasn’t then he would worry.
In the meantime, he needed to figure out what was bothering Gale so they could really start having a good time.
He wrapped his body all around Gale’s and began whispering in his ear to wake him. When Gale opened his eyes he looked genuinely happy to see Randy. Randy quickly said, “Don’t move and don’t talk.” Randy pushed their bodies even closer together grinding his erection into Gale’s thigh while gently kissing and licking Gale’s neck. Then he stopped abruptly knowing he had to stay focused if he was going to get this sorted out. He looked Gale straight in the eye and began. “Last night, you asked me what I wanted, but I never got a chance to tell you.” Gale opened his mouth to respond, but Randy stopped him with a finger to his lips. “I said don’t talk.” He took a deep breath and said, “What I want is to touch you and lick you and suck you and make you feel the way you have been making me feel. I want to fuck you, and I want you to fuck me. I want to everything with you. If you aren’t ready for some of that, I understand. But what I don’t get is why you won’t let me touch you, and don’t even try to give me some bullshit excuse about me needing rest.”
Gale seemed shocked, and then suddenly he buried his face in Randy’s chest. Randy felt panicked that he had been too harsh, and then he heard Gale begin to speak very softly. “I was just so scared. I don’t know what I would do without you,” Randy held his breath, knowing that there was more coming. “and then I realized it was all my fault. I’ve always known that you and I could be happy together, and yet for some reason I never let it happen. I don’t even know why.” He was spilling his guts now, and it felt good. Randy needed to know all of this, he deserved the truth. “I thought of all the possibilities, maybe I’m not as comfortable with my sexuality as I thought, maybe I was trying to protect our friendship, maybe I thought it was bad to get involved with a co-worker and then when the show finished it was just too weird to go from friendship to something more. But those all seem like stupid excuses. So I just don’t know. But I promised myself that from now on I would make you happy and take care of you and be with you as much as you will let me.”
And then suddenly he was silent again. For Gale it was a lot. He didn’t usually provide insight into what he was thinking and feeling in such a verbal way. It was pretty much just as Randy had guessed. Gale was crazy enough to think he controlled their entire relationship and was therefore to blame that it had never moved beyond a friendship and as a result was making the move to more without consulting Randy all the while punishing himself. For one brief moment Randy was livid.
His anger quickly shifted to some bizarre combination of sadness for Gale and lust. He wanted to make Gale see the error of his ways so they could move on to the fucking. They were still wrapped around each other, and he was sure that Gale could feel his dick getting hard again. Gale’s face was still buried, and he almost expected him to look up, but he didn’t. Randy moved his mouth very close to Gale’s ear. “You are not the only person in this friendship or whatever it is. I never tried to make us more than we were either. It isn’t anyone’s fault.” Gale started to protest but Randy stopped him and said, “I listened to you, now you listen to me. Things happen when they are meant to, and I don’t think we were ready before. But I am ready now.” Randy paused and moved Gale’s face off of his chest so that they could look at each other. “I’m ready for something real with you, not some bizarre relationship where I’m the invalid you take care of and jerk off. I'm ready for something real where we take care of each other. Oh yeah and we fuck a lot.” Gale laughed and seemed to relax. “You keep mentioning fucking.” Gale teased. “Is that something you are interested in doing?” He asked with a smile as he slid his hand over Randy’s very hard cock. Randy laughed too “Are you kidding? I barely made it through that little speech without humping you.”
Randy rolled Gale onto his back and started to devour every inch of skin he could get his lips on. “Are you sure you are feeling good enough for this?” Gale asked. “I’ll tell you what, I’ll let you take over as soon as I get too tired.” Randy grinned. “I want to return just a little of the attention that I have been getting.” Randy’s lips returned to Gale’s chest, and then he pulled away again looking at Gale. “I don’t want to do anything you aren’t comfortable with. I know this isn’t exactly your norm, and I know you want this, but I think it is good to go slow. Plus, as much as I want to be with you I’m not exactly feeling my best. So just tell me how you are feeling and what you want, OK?” Gale just nodded in response, and Randy leaned over and took his nipple between his lips and sucked it to a hard nub. Randy wanted to go slow and draw this out for Gale, but he was dying to get his lips around Gale’s cock. He wanted to see Gale’s face when he came. He wanted to taste his cum. And anyway he reasoned Gale had been so deprived for the last few days he was sure he would let go quickly. They could save the long drawn out orgasm for later, right now they both need it as soon as possible.
Randy pulled Gale’s shorts off and couldn’t believe it when he realized this was the first time he was seeing Gale completely naked and aroused. Over the years he had seen various levels of each but never both together. It was beautiful.
That night Gale came down Randy’s throat and again while he jerked off watching Randy do the same. Randy had straddled him rubbing Gale’s penis in his ass crack while stroking himself, until Gale was hard again and began stroking himself as well. Randy came all over Gale’s chest and neck and Gale on Randy’s ass and his own hand. Neither of them was ready for sex yet, and they didn’t really care if they were humping like teenagers, so it was perfect.
In a most unKinney like moment Gale whispered, “I love you” in Randy’s ear as they were settling in for sleep. Randy didn’t doubt it for a minute.
On day eight home from the hospital Randy was really starting to feel better. Gale was making sure he ate well, and he had regained some of the weight he lost at the hospital. He had gotten a lot of rest, but over the last few days he had been spending more and more time up and about in the apartment. Yesterday he had even accompanied Gale downstairs to the coffee shop on the corner. All that plus the physical activity in bed had helped Randy regain some strength. They still weren’t having sex, but that seemed to be the only line they had drawn, and it seemed like everything was just happening naturally. Randy was just hopping this didn’t mean anything, but he didn’t want to push things. He was the one who suggesting taking things slow.
Randy insisted that today he was ready for a walk in the park about a block away. He promised to rest on as many benches as Gale wanted. Randy was so relieved to finally spend some time outside. They spent an hour on a park bench chatting and watching people. After they had been sitting quietly for a while, Gale shyly turned towards Randy and asked, “Should we talk about the plan?”
Gale paused and looked down before saying, “Well I had already planned to take the summer off, and now you are free too since you had to drop out of the play, so I thought maybe I could stay here with you….. for awhile.” After all these years Randy still couldn’t believe how uncomfortable and shy Gale could get at times, and he really wasn’t use to seeing it directed at him. He smiled and said, “I’m not planning on letting you go anywhere until you absolutely have to.” Gale smiled too.
Randy figured now was as good a time as any to bring up the question that had been in the back of his mind for days now. “I want to ask you something too, and if it is too personal just tell me.” Randy stopped and laughed a little. And then suddenly he was laughing hysterically. Gale looked at him questioningly and waited for Randy to pull himself together. “It is just funny to me that a few days ago we were so comfortable with each other, and now we are an awkward mess over the littlest things. I’m just gonna ask, and if you don’t want to talk about it we won’t. No big deal.”
“OK well get on with it cause you are starting to freak me out.”
“I was just wondering about your experience with men, you know, sexually.”
Now it was Gale’s turn to laugh. “Of course I’ll tell you about that, why wouldn’t I?”
“I don’t know. It is a really personal question.”
“Since when is anything too personal between us? Lets start back, and I will tell you whatever you want to know.”
They got up and turned towards Randy’s apartment, and Gale, sensing that Randy still wasn’t completely comfortable with the conversation, took the lead. “You kinda already know the basics, I’ve messed around with guys, but in the past that was all it ever was. So I guess I am bi, but people don’t really seem to understand that especially because whenever I have ended up in a relationship it has been with a woman. Sometimes I wonder if that is some sort of reaction to what society expects. I like to think that I’m not affected by those sorts of things but I think it is impossible for anyone to completely avoid it. It also might have to do with the fact that it is easier to have a purely physical relationship with a man than a woman.” Gale laughed a little and looked at Randy to gauge if he was answering his question.
Randy was nodding like he understood but then he quietly said, “I was hoping to get a little more specific….”
Gale understood and dove right in to make sure Randy didn’t think he had any qualms about sharing. “Well ever since I can remember I was attracted to men and women, and in high school I dated a few women and also had a gay friend I messed around with a little, just kissing, groping and jerking off together. I wasn’t with a guy again until I got to San Francisco. The opportunity just hadn’t presented itself again until then. Anyway, he was my roommate, and we fucked around quite a bit, blow jobs and I fucked him. He never fucked me, I don’t really know why, we never talked about it. I was probably holding back. He really introduced me to gay culture and took me to clubs and stuff. We hooked up with other guys too when we were out but just blow jobs, I never fucked any other guys. Since then it has really only been women for the most part, with a few random casual hook-ups with men. Again no sex, and I’ve never been fucked.” Gale paused examining Randy for his reaction. When he couldn’t get a read he leaned into Randy and whispered in his ear. “But I want to. I want to get fucked by you.”
Randy felt like he could cum right here on the street just thinking about it. With Gale he was just so easy. At first he was blaming it on the accident and having been without for so long. But slowly he was realizing he just couldn’t control himself with Gale. He realized that Gale was waiting for a response, he had been quiet for awhile and Gale had put a lot out on the table. He smiled and then said, “We better get home fast then.”
“I know you are getting sick of hearing this, but are you sure you are ready? I don’t want you to over exert yourself.”
“I’ve been ready for days I was just waiting to be sure that you were ready.”
“Well it seems like we have been waiting for no reason.” Gale said as he let out a nervous laugh. And then without even thinking he added, “Its weird, I’m nervous. Its strange to think of myself as a virgin.”
"Its OK, I think it would be weirder if you weren’t nervous. But it is just you and me, so we will make sure we don’t do anything that you don’t feel good about.” Then Randy’s face flushed pink and he leaned in as they reached the door of his apartment and said “And from the way you reacted to my tongue and fingers last night, I would say you are going to like this.”
The minute the door closed behind them Gale began to peal their clothes off. Randy’s words in the hallway had made him even more desperate than he already had been. But then Randy’s hands were stopping him and he gave a questioning stare. “Please don’t kill me, but if we are going to do this right, I can’t believe I have to say this, but I think I need a nap first.”
Gale wanted to kick himself for making Randy say it. He should have realized Randy would be exhausted, the walk was far more activity than Randy had done in a long time, but Randy hated to admit that he was weak, it was better when it was Gale forcing him to rest. Gale immediately picked Randy up and carried him to the bed.
“I’m not that tired Gale. I just want to do this right.”
“I know, but I like taking care of you, so just let me without complaining all the time.” He teased. “Now how are you ever going to sleep with this?” Gale asked while rubbing Randy’s erection through his shorts which he than proceeded to peal off. Gale sucked Randy’s cock just the way he was learning he liked while rubbing his own cock with one hand and Randy’s balls with the other. It was somewhat selfish because he would never be able to rest in the state he was in, but on the other hand he knew Randy, and he never got any rest either when he was this aroused. After they had both cum, they napped as best as they could with the anticipation of what they had planned. Eventually Randy fell into a deeper sleep, and Gale got up and fixed a simple dinner.
They ate dinner avoiding the topic of what was going to happen later. After dinner Randy moved to help clean up. Gale put his arms around Randy, grinding their bodies together and said, “If you tire yourself out, I will kick your ass. Now, go wait for me.” Randy leaned up and began sucking Gale’s neck right below the jaw line and then slowly nibbled down his neck and bare chest to his nipple, which he gently bit making Gale gasp. The second he heard the gasp he bit harder and was rewarded with an even louder gasp. Gale was already breathing heavy, and Randy couldn’t wait any longer. “Fuck the dishes, just come with me.” Randy led Gale to the bedroom and pushed him roughly on the bed. He immediately forced himself to regain control. This was Gale’s first time, and he had to be sure that he was comfortable. There would be time for more reckless fucks in the future.
He stripped Gale of his jeans and himself of the sweats he had been wearing. “You know, just because I am going to fuck you, doesn’t mean I have to take the lead. Maybe you would be more comfortable knowing what is going to happen.”
“If you have the energy for it I wouldn’t mind if you led. You know, show me how it is done properly.” He joked. Then he got more serious. “I am comfortable with you, just nervous, but the good excited kind. I’ll let you know if you’re hurting me or something.”
Randy, who was standing looking down on Gale, gave a small smile and then slowly climbed up the bed till they were face to face. They kissed hotly with hands roaming all over each other. Gale rubbed and pinched both of Randy’s nipples until they were throbbing, and Randy was rubbing a spit slicked finger in circles around and over Gale’s hole. All the while there lips and tongues were battling for dominance. Suddenly Randy broke away and said in a horse voice, “Roll on your stomach. “ Gale complied and Randy quickly pushed a pillow under Gale’s hips. “Now spread your legs nice and wide, I really want to be able to see you.” Gale let out a small noise as he once again complied.
Randy examined the body spread out in front of him and his dick began to leak. Randy leaned down and without warning sucked one of Gale’s balls into his mouth. Gale moaned loudly, and Randy sucked in the second ball swirling his tongue over them both. He let the balls slip from his mouth and then ran his tongue all the way up Gale’s crack. Gale was lost now, moaning and whimpering. “God Randy, I don’t want to wait. Please just do it.”
“We have to make sure you are completely relaxed and ready Gale. I’m going to use my tongue and then my fingers to stretch you some. Are you ok in this position?” Randy couldn’t believe how calm his voice sounded, because he felt anything but. However, he knew that what he had said was true, he really didn’t want this to go badly.
“I’m fine like this, it feels great.” Gale panted.
Randy leaned back down and began swirling his tongue right over Gale’s hole. Gale’s hips couldn’t decide between rubbing his dick on the pillow bellow him and pushing towards Randy’s tongue so they began a steady back and forth motion. And then suddenly Randy’s tongue was inside him, and he felt like he was going to cum, but almost as if Randy knew, he backed off and teased around the outside again. Randy kept this up for a few minutes and then slowly but steadily drove his finger deep inside Gale. Gale’s back arched, and his head lifted off the bed with a moan from deep in his body as Randy pressed his finger against Gale’s prostate. Gale couldn’t communicate, but the noise he was making told Randy they were on the right track. “I’m going to add a second finger now Gale. You tell me if its not OK.” Randy reached to the lube on the nightstand to add to the spit he was currently using. Randy felt Gale’s hole tense and his hip slow, but never stop as he worked the second finger in.
After a few minutes Gale was steadily fucking himself on Randy’s fingers, and Randy could tell how close he was to cuming. “Gale I’m going to fuck you now, your ready, just stay with me ok?”
“Yeah.” Was all Gale could say.
Randy slipped his fingers out and rolled on a condom which he lubed generously. He positioned himself at Gale’s entrance and moved close to his ear. “I want you to talk to me if you can. Tell me how it feels. That way I can be sure you are OK… and it will be so hot to hear you describe it. Nothing is like your first time.” Randy was just gently nudging Gale’s hole waiting for some sort of response.
Gale spoke quietly but more clearly than Randy expected for someone who just moments ago could barely speak at all. "I feel relaxed…… I’m ready, I really can’t wait anymore, please.”
Before the words were all the way out, Randy started to slowly push in. Gale groaned or moaned. Randy wasn’t sure which, but he stopped all movement to give Gale a chance to get use to the feeling. “You OK?” Randy said stroking Gale’s side.
“It hurts…. But it’s good. Keep going.” He panted.
Now Randy was nervous, but he continued to push into Gale. He was so focused on Gale that he barely noticed how tight and wonderful it felt until he was all the way in, and he realized he was about to come. “Oh god Gale, I’m so close.”
“Me too, please just fuck me.”
Randy pulled Gale by his hips onto his knees so that he could reach around to his cock and began pumping into him. He was careful not to go too hard, but he set a stead pace and stroked Gale’s cock to match. He was shocked when Gale came what seemed like only a few minutes later, letting out a growling sound that along with the incredible spasms in Gale’s hole sent Randy into his own orgasm.
After they had separated and disposed of the condom, they lay silently for a few minutes. Even with the obvious evidence that Gale had enjoyed himself, Randy started worrying what he was thinking. As usual Gale seemed to read Randy’s mind when he quietly asked, “When can we do that again?” The tension broken, they both laughed lightly and soon found themselves working towards just that.